Wow...

Hey guys...long time I know...let me jump right into this...

It's not often I get myself into situations that can get nasty, or a bit too difficult to manage. I may have been a lil shortsighted in this last attempt. See, when you feel that a door is closed and not much thought and time is put into the situation its pretty much dead right? Nah...see, we all live in a world of jealousy, backsliding, and lack of selfcontrol. Im the first to admit. But one think I'd never do is come off as a person who perceives himself to have it all together. I make mistakes, I lie, I operate to put myself in the best position to succeed. Hell we all do. I never thought I was important to be involved with mess. I always managed to stay clear, I do what I do, keep quiet, and let shit happen, then when it goes away, it does so quietly.

(I apologize for the lack of structure or flow so to speak...my thoughts are overriding my use for proper structure)

Fact of the matter this, and I've realized it from others but can honestly say I've never done this...Nobody wants you until someone else wants you. When I was single and getting played to the left by pretty much every woman I talked to, I took it as a learning experience and kept it moving bc that's what I thought dating was about. Trial and error and if your in the right place at the right time you find your perfect match...but to some that isn't true. I know what I am, and how this crazy life of mine has operated...and I'm loving this shit. I know I won't always be right, but damned if I don't go out in a blaze of glory trying to make a miracle out of the mud...

Progressing Daily, MCW...

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