Breakfast Banter...

I got some things on my mind this morning...I'm tightroping a fine line between fantasy and reality. Needs and wants. Haves and have nots so to speak. You see, its easy to do certain things when there is no risk, the downside is, there's also no reward. Instant gratification lasts temporarily and that's often infused with some regret. So which way is up? I know I'm probably past the time to leave this single life behind but I am absolutely terrified of making another bad decision made in haste, thinking fantasy and not reality...I know what I want, I think I've forgotten how to exactly reach that point. I know its time for me to leave some things and people behind, the writing is on the wall, but in order for me to receive One, I must rid my self of 2s,3s, and 4s that will never move up to a One. Treat others the way I want to be treated, but I suppose honesty isn't enough, because when given the opportunity people will formulate their own interpretations to circumvent the truth for their own benefit...I think I've been a victim of that myself a few times lately. I need a sense of consistency. I also need to be consistent. I need a reason to be consistent though and the more I seek, I still haven't found what I'm looking for...it is what it is though.

Progressing Daily, MCW

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